First day on this blog thing.

I relapsed in mid december and havent stopped since. God damn. Why did i have to do that, pick up the mother fucking blade AGAIN? it had been almost a year, but whatever. Im not stopping and NO ONE can make me. Steven fucks up everything, why do i have to care about him? 

Oh well, im ending this blog. because im not talking to anyone but myself anyways.

Just remember guys, shes not bleeding on the bathroom floor for attentinon